Sadly enough I have none for anyone. Everything I hear from anyone I mentally begin to question their motives, mean, and probability. It's sad but true.
I don't know why I have trust issues and it's something I've tried to change but I can't.
I know that not trusting anyone will socially hold me back, but what am I to do?
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I thought I finally had a goal. What I wanted was already taken... Too late already happy and taken. What to do now, continue to pursue or give up what is/or might be more than a dream?
Update: I feel like crap. It's like I let this person slip through my fingers even though the situation I'm facing now was set in stone prior to us even acknowledging each others existance. It's like I'm falling and at the same time holding myself up, I know that don't make any sense but that's the only way I can explain it.
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That's it. I'm done. I'm tired of putting myself down and allowing others to do the same. Regardless of what people know about me or what I ALLOW them to know about me I am somewhat remotely intelligent.
So what my gpa is kind of low, I allowed myself to aim low and settle for less but I never had the intention allowing myself to be continuously put down by others and myself.
There's alot that people don't realize about me, like the fact that I applied to about 9 schools I got into every school I applied and got scholarship offers from 4 of them! I'm not trying to brag or be cocky or anything but people assume because I'm not achieving a 3.0+ then I'm not as intelligent as them. Sadly enough i know people that have a 3.5+ gpas but only got a 16 or 17 on ACT!!!!!!
In my opinion that is unbelievable and unnacceptable. Especially considering how high and mighty they feel with their high gpas, yet they can't even attain high test scores or even average scores on a college readiness test.
I'm just tired of holding back my successes and allowing myself to be put down, but those are the consequences of my actions and I am the only one to blame for my problems. I am very capable of attaining those same grades but I choose to hold myself back and attain subpar grades. But I do not hold myself accountable for the high strung attitudes of my classmates who do attain high gpas but fail to receive even remotely satisfactory scores on a national college readiness test.
As of this moment I refrain from allowing others to treat me as though I am uncapabpe of the same achievements as they are because time and effort has shown that I am just as capable if not more.
Today is a new day, and I shall treat it as such....
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I can't believe that it's only 2 months and 29 days until graduation. Time is getting soooooo close it's unbelievable, seems like just yesterday I was freshman.
In two months I will be starting a new life and three months after that I'll be headed to Hampton University!!! I have to admit I'll probably miss a few people, but not many...
I'm glad to know that a lot of my friends have goals for after high school and won't just be satisfied with a highschool diploma. I was all excited the other day... I realized I had friends going to school all over Florida, from UF to UCF to USF and maybe even some at FSU!!!
I think that's all I have to say on this subject...
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Unfortunately for you (the reader) the purpose of this blog is not exactly crystal clear, so let me clarify it for you: THIS BLOG IS ABOUT WHAT EVER I CHOOSE TO BLOG ABOUT!
Which is to say that there will be no pattern to my posts unless I decide to simply blog about my day. I chose to blog this way to leave myself open to many options...
I hope you enjoy my blog... if not then *deuces* (bye)!
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First things first, my name is Raven. I'm a sen10r at.... don't worry about it just know that i'm a sen10r in high school. I was born in ATL but was raised in Tallahassee, FL (850!!!).
I was raised by mom, no dad around but my mom did what she had to do lol.
Anyways about me... Theres not much to include in my bio because I haven't experienced any "extraordinary" events nor any life changing moments...
In so many words this is a bio "In Progress".
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